turning myself into a call girl

i am now counting the days that i stay at my present job. my resignation will be effective this may 18. i had made up my mind and been thinking this major twist in my life for a hundredth time already, i am going to shift gear as a call center agent. as to what i always fondly coined it as being a "call girl".

i know most people find this job so good because you are always paid high. the first person i told about this is my mom. mama was at first hesitant to agree with me, but was able to convince her with my decision. then my father, who most of the time stayed away from my decisions only said to think it over and over again. yes, i am paid right at my current job, but the fact that i don't want to spend the rest of my life in front of a cash register machine. and yes, i was so fortunate that after being able to do my on the job training there, i was absorbed. but the super idealistic side of me takes over and still screaming that i can do so much better than this. that there is still so many things to explore and to achieve. and i realized that, i am not satisfied with what i have, i am just too scared to get out of my comfort zone.

my brother, whose also a call boy, told me to start applying. i was planning to start at convergy's or sykes'. but my bro said that it'll be better if i start applying in smaller companies, because as what he always says to me, "it's a very different world out there". so, i decided to apply at wipro next tuesday. it would be an understatement if i'm going to say i'm fine, because i'm not. i'm just so nervous at the same time so excited for what might lie ahead of me.

i know its my health that's actually at stake with this kind of job, but i wanted to try it. who knows, it might be the right place for me.

i am good both in writing and speaking. but when it comes to my speaking ability, darn i need practice. all i hope right now is that i'll be employed. and i have this feeling i'll get in. i hope i'm right.

wish me luck guys!!!

bottomless blouse

last week, i went thrifting and this was one of my best catch. a very nice blouse.

this time, i paired it with a checkered shorts.

the details around the neck makes it so unique.

it has this puff sleeves. i'm not really sure if that's the right term.haha.

so any suggestions for a nice bottom to pair?

modepass

i was browsing through littlemissdressup and was convinced to also have my modepass account.hehe..


so, invite me >> http://modepass.com/krisler
and i created a group >> filipino style please feel free to join

i still don't know how modepass works in friends. i still don't have contacts..haha..

its thirty minutes before i'm off to work..and i spent about an hour taking a good shot to my clothes. i'm living in a very small shoe box, making it so hard to find the right angle. to add with it, i only have the self-timer to rely on..hahah...but then, i love what i'm doing. so no matter how sweaty it gets, i am still doing it.. =)

vest: thrifted
shirt: gift from my aunt
pants: bought downtown (i just fold it to make it look like a capri)
flipflops: havainas

this past few weeks i have been addicted to vest. i don't know what's with me that i fondly loved to wear one...

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today, my friends will pick me up after work. we will be eating at calda's. i'm super excited coz i never been there. and oh that super gigantic pizza really hyped my appetite..hehe...i'll try to post photos soon...

super init!!

this morning, i think the whole cebu went blackout. it started about 10am then the lights went back by 2pm. grabe talaga, ang init sa bahay namin. talagang, it was so stupid of me because i hurriedly went out and crashed jeff's place, brownout din pala dun. hahay. buti nalang nakaligo ako kasi meron pang tubig sa bahay. i would feel so hot if there was none, parang fertile.hahahah.

the blackout made me realized how bad it is to have no electricty. walang tubig, walang microwave, walang t.v. at radyo, walang INTERNET CONNECTION, (though merong akong smart bro prepaid pero yun laptop ko hindi ko nacharge) kaya walang blogger at walang facebook, at walang mga jologs na online games..zzzZzzzZ..

on the other note, when the lights was back, jeff continue making ellian's debut invitations. nung nakita ko yun, parang sumikip ang dibdib ko. naawa ako sa debutante.hahha.kaya i extended my help nalang. wala namang ka artihan si ellian kaya hindi ako nahirapan gawin ang invitation nya.

hindi talaga ito yung final invitation kasi namalayan ko na yung candle pala ay wala sa center.hahah.....

OMG

i was so shocked to see this september 2007 cover of preview magazine. i was like wooohhh!!..

kung bakit hindi pa siya nandito?

napa isip talaga ako nung nabasa ko ang post ni gillboard. kung bakit "cheesy" o "keso" kapag na-iinlove ang tao.

one year and four months na akong single. wlang nagpaparamdam kahit isa. hindi ako nagpapa humble effect dito. talagang wla!!. at kung bakit, hindi ko talaga alam. aha, meron pa lng isa na sa tingin ko nagpaparamdam ngunit sa huli, massacre pa lng ang theme namin at hindi love story. gets nyo?

honestly lng talaga, minsan naiinggit ako sa mga kaibigan ko. kasi, mostly sa kanila ay "going strong" na sa kanilang mga relationships. at heto ako, nag-iisa pa rin at wlang karamay sa hirap at ginhawa..haha..

"cheesy" talaga kapag in love ka kasi, "everything in your life has reasons now"..napansin nyo b?kahit simpleng mga bagay merong halaga, merong purpose at merong reasons kung bakit nangyayari. lahat ay maganda at lahat ay puro masaya. kahit buhusan ka pa ng napakaraming problema ay ngumingiti ka pa rin. hay..na mi-miss ko na ang pagiging "cheesy".

kaya nga, kung bakit hindi pa nandidito si mr. lovelife? siguro ay:

1.) hindi siya marunong bumasa ng map, kaya hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin nya nahahanap kung nasaan ako.
2.) natutulog pa sya at hindi pa sya gising. baka sobrang sleeping pills ang nainom nya. at kung saan kami ay matanda na, dun pa sya magigising at dun pa kami magkikita.
3.) hinahanap ko sya at hinahanap nya rin ako. problema ay hindi kami magkatagpo sa iisang lugar.parang tom and jerry yung theme- hide and seek kunwari ang drama.
4.) sya yung naghihintay sa akin at ako yung dapat maghanap sa kanya.

hay.kaya ako, kung daratng sya, darating sya. kung para sa akin, para sa akin. and life must go on. marami namang magandang bagay dito sa earth na magbibigay saya sa buhay..

making for the lost time

been ignoring this blog for awhile now. so here i am, making up for the lost time.

soooooooo plenty of things that had happened while i was "hiatusing". these are just the highlights:

1.) well, i graduated from college. yah yah yah i know i was kinda late to tell you guys..still, i know i deserved a round of applause?..ayt?..heheh
2.) i've done something so wrong, yet it felt so good. call me bad, but i still feel so good. experience is still the best teacher ever!!
3.) i am making a very big turn in my career. i'll try something different. honestly, i'm kinda scared right now for what might happen. but you'll never know unless you'll try.

it made me think that i always plan for my life. but sometimes, truth is, what ever it is that i've plan it's never going to happen. right now, all i believe is-->

fate, destiny, and luck + hardwork and GOD= your life. that's my equation.

what's yours?

this was last saturday

i had the chance to hang out with my closest friends in the whole wide cebu..hehe.this is what i wore...



long sleeve- ambushed in jeff's closet (haha)
shirt- jewel
pants- bought from downtown
flip flops- havainas
bangles- gift

trying a model pose with jeff (haha, do i look so trying hard?)

P.S. after strolling in the mall, we ate at gerry's..we ordered too much, and i ate too much!!..thus, resulting with you know what..haha..my stomach is so full, i wanted to make a happy poo-poo na. too bad, the ayala's customer lounge is closed and i don't want to spend the rest of the time sitting in the public bathroom...lesson learned? don't order too much the next time..haha..

i am so inspired

i've been reading fashion blog for awhile now. and i felt so inspired to make this blog as one. i super-duper love dressing up. so why not try it, ayt?

i am a newbie here, so be patient about my photos. haha..and i still don't know the terms that well..

vest- thrifted
shirt- bought from manila
skirt- thrifted

i just love the details of this bubble skirt.

this is a knitted vest i bought from my thrifting trip.

hey guys, i'll try my best to be better as days goes by =)

thanks bro!!

yesterday, i came home. this "home" means back to cebu. as usual, i find it so bad being back. mama knew how i much i dislike being back, she can tell by the tone of my voice. though, she never directly told me i was being so harsh on things. it's not my intention to make her feel bad, this just i find bohol way better than here. i was so immature. really!!

thank God, my brother came home for a visit. the whole mood in the house seems to lighten up. i know, mama was even happier his "fave" son drop by for a visit. mind you, i really don't care if i am not the favorite among the two of us. it's no big deal. i just want to emphasize the whole situation. and what surprised me more is that my brother brought his graduation gift for me. yep!!!!yep!!!

he gave me crocs. though i much prefer the one i really wanted to have, i'm not familiar with the model name, but i know it was the latest i really envy. he said, when he got there it was already out of stock. so, he bought another model. but its alright. i'm still so grateful!!!..

thank you much much...mwaaahhhh

leaving for now

there's nothing to rant this day. tomorrow i'll be in cebu. i'm gonna miss this place for awhile. i'll be back at work but somehow i'll be spending my holy week here. really looking forward to it. loneliness would encompass me in that time. imagine, it's only me and my dog in the entire house for three days! yet, i'm so used to it. the whole silence of the house can be so deafening and if you're emotionally weak, depression would really take over. this is really so true.....

that's enough, i think i'll better be packing my things now..ciao people!!!

got the summer feelin' already?

been blog surfing the past few hours. was amazed on how vast people are posting about summer. i remember my summer used to be the boring time of the year. mama was as strict as a military officer leaving me behind bars. i always wanted to experienced what it was to hang out with friends during summer, but naayy i never experienced that. i am as useless as wet tissue during the season.

but this year is different. i recently got my degree in college and was release in mama's prison cell. at last i'm free as stray dog. it doesn't mean that mama no longer care for me but as what she always says everytime she calls me, "i trust you and don't make anything stupid. take good care of yourself". oh my good mama, still got her nerves monitoring on me. i know why she did that, not only because she loves me but she knows how careless i am in taking good care of myself. but still i'm happy.

yeah, i'm broke but i'm happy. a line from alanis morissette's ironic song. that fits me so right now. i am not as totally broke as in i don't have anything to feed on the living creatures inside my tummy. i have money but it's already intended to paying bills and buying ticket for myself. i need to control in spending it coz' i don't want swimming my lungs out going back to cebu.

being born to belong in the middle class part of the society, having summer getaways is not that expensive compared on the blogs i read <here>. all it takes is some good conversation amongst my friends, though we didn't ended up at the best beach section in bohol, at least we had great fun. i had a fun (although i ended up alone with no one to cuddle). as what my aunt used to say, "don't wait to get rich just to enjoy what the rich is enjoying". that is always been my principle in life. so here i am, a sucker of beautiful things out of ordinary instances.

i am welcoming myself with open arms

"welcome to your new blog!!!", said the other half of me. my other half replied with so much hope, "thank you so much. and i really pray that this will be the start of some serious blogging and the end of hopping from one blog to another"..

okay. enough of so much stupidity.

when god graces you with the talent to write well, what would you do? i rather jump off the cliff and shout, "how come i wasn't given the talent to sing and dance well?". just kidding... i think, the ultimate cliche of it all is to become a writer or a journalist. i won't deny that once in my kiddie life i dreamt of it. but i was such a little-scared-rugrat way back then, that i couldn't find the guts to do what i wanted to do. i am always scared to commit mistakes and be scolded by my mom. which up to now, i am still scared to commit mistakes but no longer scared to be scolded.

before blogging becomes so famous like tom cruise, i had been blogging my butt off. i found my little haven at xanga.com. i was then, 16 or 17 the time i started to tell the world how mediocre my life is. the amazing thing about blogging before is that no one cares who you are, what they care about is the posts you write and how to express their innermost thoughts. imagine, it was like heart evangelista, bianca gonzales, and so other famous personality are within your grasp. funny thing is, they sometimes stumbled at your blog and leave some comment. that was before. that was those times i was so irresponsible with my words. i was so immature then.

after from a very long hiatus, i searched for another haven. then, hiatus again. my hiatus nature seems to become a disease. i don't find contentment, that made me to decide the past few days to delete my wordpress account. and now, i'm in blogger (i think, this is my 3rd account in blogger already). and i will try to seriously blog now.



krisler- if she's a good singer:



















krisler- if she can dance well:

but krisler is not like that, she is like this:
















her words are the greatest thing she got!!!!