4.28.2009

turning myself into a call girl

i am now counting the days that i stay at my present job. my resignation will be effective this may 18. i had made up my mind and been thinking this major twist in my life for a hundredth time already, i am going to shift gear as a call center agent. as to what i always fondly coined it as being a "call girl".

i know most people find this job so good because you are always paid high. the first person i told about this is my mom. mama was at first hesitant to agree with me, but was able to convince her with my decision. then my father, who most of the time stayed away from my decisions only said to think it over and over again. yes, i am paid right at my current job, but the fact that i don't want to spend the rest of my life in front of a cash register machine. and yes, i was so fortunate that after being able to do my on the job training there, i was absorbed. but the super idealistic side of me takes over and still screaming that i can do so much better than this. that there is still so many things to explore and to achieve. and i realized that, i am not satisfied with what i have, i am just too scared to get out of my comfort zone.

my brother, whose also a call boy, told me to start applying. i was planning to start at convergy's or sykes'. but my bro said that it'll be better if i start applying in smaller companies, because as what he always says to me, "it's a very different world out there". so, i decided to apply at wipro next tuesday. it would be an understatement if i'm going to say i'm fine, because i'm not. i'm just so nervous at the same time so excited for what might lie ahead of me.

i know its my health that's actually at stake with this kind of job, but i wanted to try it. who knows, it might be the right place for me.

i am good both in writing and speaking. but when it comes to my speaking ability, darn i need practice. all i hope right now is that i'll be employed. and i have this feeling i'll get in. i hope i'm right.

wish me luck guys!!!




bottomless blouse

last week, i went thrifting and this was one of my best catch. a very nice blouse.


this time, i paired it with a checkered shorts.




the details around the neck makes it so unique.




it has this puff sleeves. i'm not really sure if that's the right term.haha.

so any suggestions for a nice bottom to pair?

modepass

i was browsing through littlemissdressup and was convinced to also have my modepass account.hehe..


so, invite me >> http://modepass.com/krisler
and i created a group >> filipino style please feel free to join

i still don't know how modepass works in friends. i still don't have contacts..haha..

4.27.2009

its thirty minutes before i'm off to work..and i spent about an hour taking a good shot to my clothes. i'm living in a very small shoe box, making it so hard to find the right angle. to add with it, i only have the self-timer to rely on..hahah...but then, i love what i'm doing. so no matter how sweaty it gets, i am still doing it.. =)



vest: thrifted
shirt: gift from my aunt
pants: bought downtown (i just fold it to make it look like a capri)
flipflops: havainas

this past few weeks i have been addicted to vest. i don't know what's with me that i fondly loved to wear one...

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today, my friends will pick me up after work. we will be eating at calda's. i'm super excited coz i never been there. and oh that super gigantic pizza really hyped my appetite..hehe...i'll try to post photos soon...

4.25.2009

super init!!

this morning, i think the whole cebu went blackout. it started about 10am then the lights went back by 2pm. grabe talaga, ang init sa bahay namin. talagang, it was so stupid of me because i hurriedly went out and crashed jeff's place, brownout din pala dun. hahay. buti nalang nakaligo ako kasi meron pang tubig sa bahay. i would feel so hot if there was none, parang fertile.hahahah.

the blackout made me realized how bad it is to have no electricty. walang tubig, walang microwave, walang t.v. at radyo, walang INTERNET CONNECTION, (though merong akong smart bro prepaid pero yun laptop ko hindi ko nacharge) kaya walang blogger at walang facebook, at walang mga jologs na online games..zzzZzzzZ..

on the other note, when the lights was back, jeff continue making ellian's debut invitations. nung nakita ko yun, parang sumikip ang dibdib ko. naawa ako sa debutante.hahha.kaya i extended my help nalang. wala namang ka artihan si ellian kaya hindi ako nahirapan gawin ang invitation nya.




hindi talaga ito yung final invitation kasi namalayan ko na yung candle pala ay wala sa center.hahah.....

OMG

i was so shocked to see this september 2007 cover of preview magazine. i was like wooohhh!!..


4.24.2009

kung bakit hindi pa siya nandito?

napa isip talaga ako nung nabasa ko ang post ni gillboard. kung bakit "cheesy" o "keso" kapag na-iinlove ang tao.

one year and four months na akong single. wlang nagpaparamdam kahit isa. hindi ako nagpapa humble effect dito. talagang wla!!. at kung bakit, hindi ko talaga alam. aha, meron pa lng isa na sa tingin ko nagpaparamdam ngunit sa huli, massacre pa lng ang theme namin at hindi love story. gets nyo?

honestly lng talaga, minsan naiinggit ako sa mga kaibigan ko. kasi, mostly sa kanila ay "going strong" na sa kanilang mga relationships. at heto ako, nag-iisa pa rin at wlang karamay sa hirap at ginhawa..haha..

"cheesy" talaga kapag in love ka kasi, "everything in your life has reasons now"..napansin nyo b?kahit simpleng mga bagay merong halaga, merong purpose at merong reasons kung bakit nangyayari. lahat ay maganda at lahat ay puro masaya. kahit buhusan ka pa ng napakaraming problema ay ngumingiti ka pa rin. hay..na mi-miss ko na ang pagiging "cheesy".

kaya nga, kung bakit hindi pa nandidito si mr. lovelife? siguro ay:

1.) hindi siya marunong bumasa ng map, kaya hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin nya nahahanap kung nasaan ako.
2.) natutulog pa sya at hindi pa sya gising. baka sobrang sleeping pills ang nainom nya. at kung saan kami ay matanda na, dun pa sya magigising at dun pa kami magkikita.
3.) hinahanap ko sya at hinahanap nya rin ako. problema ay hindi kami magkatagpo sa iisang lugar.parang tom and jerry yung theme- hide and seek kunwari ang drama.
4.) sya yung naghihintay sa akin at ako yung dapat maghanap sa kanya.

hay.kaya ako, kung daratng sya, darating sya. kung para sa akin, para sa akin. and life must go on. marami namang magandang bagay dito sa earth na magbibigay saya sa buhay..